beach days

you would think living in Hawaii, i would go to the beach every day.  but, life gets in the way.  we try to get there once or twice a week depending on what we have going on.  the past few weekends we have enjoyed some beach days with cody. 

it's a lot of fun when cody gets to come to the beach with us.  and, easier for me!  but, we have enjoyed having the chance to go to the beach often.

i think this picture is a perfect depiction of my girls.  mae, is holding back and staying close to someone she knows.  and izzy just taking off barreling through.  even if you look at the way izzy walks, she just charges.  and that is exactly how her personality is as well.  no fear, head first.

the amount of sand that kids accumulate is insane.  it is literally everywhere when we go to the beach.  and i continue to find it for a few days afterwards in their ears and hair.

this is another good picture that shows how each of my girls are.  mae sitting daintily, and nicely playing with the sand.  izzy soaking wet, with fists full of sand, throwing it.  i hope that mae will be able to reel izzy in a little throughout life, and that izzy will be able to bring out the adventurer in mae. 

as i watch these two together, my testimony of eternal families grows. sometimes (rarely), but sometimes the way they interact makes me certain that they knew each other before we got here.   i'm grateful for those sweet moments that are few and far between. 


even though football is on at weird times here, we still find time to watch it!  this is how they were watching the other day. 

"Fall"

apparently it's fall, but I wouldn't know.  it's starting to cool off a bit, but it still gets pretty roasty.

we finally FINALLY closed on our house.  we got an offer in the beginning of September, and the buyer kept making changes on their loan, so we finalized everything a few weeks ago.  cody and I thought we would be so happy and relieved, which we were. but, we were also sad.  lots of wonderful memories in that house, I loved it.  but, on to making new memories.

to celebrate we went to dinner.  we found the rainbow drive-in in Honolulu, and it was delish.  the girls loved it because there were cheeseburgers (well, hamburgers with cheese, if you say cheeseburger mae won't want it).

my cousin Sydney got married right before mae's birthday.  we had been planning on being there when she first told us she was engaged, but with the move, it wasn't possible anymore.  I was so sad, and wished to badly that I could have been there with her on her special day!! mae was supposed to wear this adorable dress, so when she got it in the mail she was so excited to be able to wear it to church,  and has since then asked every sunday if she can wear it.

this girl has an amazing imagination.  I love to sit and listen to her play in her own little world.  but, I have to say, I absolutely love when she plays 'workout'.  she's using the little people as weights. and if I do say so myself, her squat game is on point!

still adjusting to life here.  somedays i'll feel like I've totally got this, and i'm finally in my groove here, and then something will knock me back a little bit.  but, i don't think I've ever seen cody so excited and happy about what he's doing, and  i love that. 

i miss my parents more than i thought i would, but, i read their emails and hear the stories of their missionaries, and i am reassured that this is where they need to be.  they are amazing, and those missionaries love them so much already,  but how could you not?

the hawaii happs

my girls continue to amaze me.  they have grown and adapted so much these past two months.  it has been a roller coaster ride, but as I sit here reflecting on the past few weeks, they have slipped right into life here faster than I thought they would. 

one thing I love about kids is they are so accepting.  we have met people from all over the world here, and have been immersed in so many different cultures.  and my kids have been so accepting of everyone and everything.  dance class in Hawaii has dances from Maori, Tahiti, and Hawaii.  and mae has loved learning every one of them.  i'm so grateful that they have this opportunity to interact with kids from so many cultures. 

the park situation here is definitely not what we were used to in Texas or Virginia.  but, we have found a few cute little playgrounds to play on.  these two fight like crazy, but sometimes I catch moments like this.  I hope that they grow up with a great relationship.  i'm so grateful to be so close to my brothers.

whenever I work out at home, mae or izzy always join in.  last week I caught the girls and daddy doing some push ups together.  monkey see monkey do.  sometimes I really dislike working out while they are awake, but I think that its good for them to see me taking care of myself, and trying to better myself. that I do this because I love my body and am grateful for all its done.

our fridge has been having troubles.  luckily, byu had a spare for us to use until someone can come out to look at ours (i was told they only make trips up to us once a month for repairs).  this happened a couple weeks ago, and we thought it was fixed, but it started again.  so we have two full size refrigerators in our tiny house.  the first time nothing went bad.  but this time, it was over the weekend so we had to throw some stuff out.  and we made a trip into town to get a mini fridge to get us through the weekend. 

i am totally regretting that i didn't buy this hot dog costume for izzy when we were at target.  every time i look at it i laugh. 

this girl has been hell on wheels lately. tantrums, biting, hitting, kicking.  all the good stuff.  she is a strong willed, determined toddler.  and i'm sure one day i will be grateful for those qualities in her. but, its hard sometimes.

 i find myself getting so frustrated with her, often, and sometimes not even wanting to be around her.  I've struggled with feeling like a bad mom because of it.  today we went for a walk on the beach and she reached up and said "mama, hand", and i realized how important i am to this girl.  i realized how incredibly blessed i am that i get to be her mama.  that heavenly father blessed me with this strong, determined, crazy kid for a reason. 

my realization doesn't make this whole mom thing any less difficult.  but, its moments like those, that give me the strength to keep going.  i'm grateful that heavenly father blessed me with that sweet moment this morning.

My 4 Year Old

i'm not sure how it happened, but it did.  my sweet girl turned 4!  it's hard to imagine that it has been that long.  but, at the same time, it seems like it's gone by in the blink of an eye.  (okay, maybe not that fast...but still).

what's a birthday without a happy meal, right?  that's where mae chose to go to eat.  so, of course we took her.

that afternoon she wanted to go to the culture center, so we headed over there to see some shows.  she has learned a lot about so many cultures. her favorite thing she's learned is the "shaka" (the hang 10 hand symbol).  she can tell you the story behind it as well.

we got lots of birthday calls, texts, facetimes, and emails.  she is so blessed to have so many people that love her!  she enjoyed opening her presents from her grandparents over FaceTime.  modern technology is amazing.

since we didn't know very many people, we decided not to go the big old birthday party route.  we let mae pick a few people that she wanted to invite over for cake and ice cream.  we are so blessed to know some wonderful people here already, that helped to make her day super special.  she was very specific about her cake.  she wanted a chocolate cake with blue icing (like the ocean because she has a thing for mermaids right now). 

i'm so grateful to my heavenly father for blessing me with this sweet girl.  she is smart, sassy, caring, gentle and kind.  she is a wonderful big sister, and is always looking out for izzy and others.  she has an amazing imagination, and never ceases to amaze me. 

aloha

wow, i'm totally stinking at keeping this thing updated.  in my defense, it's been crazy. and because stuff can go bad quickly here, we've been keeping the computer at cody's office where there is AC.

we've been getting used to the island life. still trying to get settled and figure everything out.  our stuff finally arrived last week! it was so wonderful to sleep in my own bed.  I cried a little as I was unpacking our very few things that we brought.  it made me homesick.  but, I continue to receive confirmation that this is where our little family is supposed to be right now.

when we go into town to go to the store, we try to make a day of it.  i needed to go to Costco, so i took the girls to the Ko'olina lagoons that are near Costco.  when you have to drive almost an hour to get to the store, you have to try and do something fun too!

 these girls LOVE to swim.  i have been so surprised with how quickly they learned to love the ocean.

izzy always puts on a show for the neighbors.  if she could be naked all the time, she would.  i'm pretty sure the neighbors don't even know what she looks like with clothes on.

there was a little fair at the hotel near us, and we decided to check it out one Saturday afternoon.  there were some little rides, and mae wanted to go on one.  i wasn't sure she would enjoy it, but i was wrong.  she was in heaven.  i'm hoping she grows up to be a roller coaster rider with me!

the Polynesian Culture Center has quickly become a favorite for the girls.  we bought yearly passes, and i'm pretty sure they've lost money on us with how many times we have gone.  they love to watch all of the shows and see all the different islands that are there.  it really is amazing.  one thing i knew i wanted when we came here was for them to be exposed to all different cultures and people, and they really have.

there are payphones everywhere here.  and no matter how many times we've seen one, we always have to stop so the girls can play with them.

we had our first jellyfish sting a couple weeks ago.  it was pretty bad.  i had to pull the tentacles out of her.  it wrapped around her belly her arm and her leg.  she screamed like there was no tomorrow.  this girl has always been a tad dramatic, but wow.  i could not believe how loud and long she screamed.  it was awful.  and she just kept saying "mom it hurts me so bad, help me".  luckily our friend that we met there lived close and we got some white vinegar and Vaseline on it.  now she can say she's a local.

kids are so resilient.  she was back in the water a few days later.  we haven't gone back to that beach, she points it out every time we drive past.  but, she hasn't let that stop her.